Sep 1, 2009

Jobless?

today - sept 1st, a new chapter has begun to be written as one after another. you know, like PSM. err lets not talk about PSM, it's sooo a wish-never-happen-again event. OT. ok back to the topic, the new chapter that i was talking about, is, being jobless again. but don't worry, fyi, it will be just for a month. lalalala. yeye jer jobless ek? hee~ so this newly-chapter only needs a few piece of papers. instead of jobless, myb you can say - i'm having a wholly-month holiday. hi hi how's that? sounds more exciting, right? however, for sure there is a con: i can't spend much money during this holiday being bcause mr. karma once has said to me, "dear jue, pls be informed that, if there is no job, then there will be no salary". ugh, he's being strict to me, i know. but hey it's ok. you have no idea how i wanted this so much - being at home, sleep and wake up whenever i want, sit back and relax during working hours, no need to worry about coding, reports and dateline, just personal and family things to be taken care of. it such a heavenly-peacefully life. so, i guess a month salary couldn't even stand a chance in my heart compared to the fact that i don't have to work for a month as it makes a worthy compensation. plus, sept 2009 is a set of combination days of ramadhan and syawal. perfect-timing-ness, i like!!

ok back to the main points, why i'm jobless for a month? and what will happen after that? did i get a new job? if so, what job could it be? where? hu hu, those sure are lots of questions but those are what will they usually ask if u are in my situation. so, to make them look easier to answer, i thoughtfully made an interview session with myself. the session minutes have been recorded as below:

myself: hi me, how r u doing?
me: hi myself, i'm great. tq. how's urs?
myself: of course i'm great. we r the same person, remember?
me: if thats the case, why still ask?
myself: right. ok. so today is ur first day being jobless, right? err i meant, holiday.
me: indeed, but today is rainy though. so i couldn't complete my first during-holiday-planned task.
myself: ugh, what is that first task?
me: to return books i've borrowed from psz. there're dued last week.
myself: oh, that's..pitiful.
me: yup, i know. i guess i'm gonna retry tomorrow.
myself: u should. so, what have u done today as the replacement?
me: i..i eventually went to kotaraya with my family.
myself: oh, that's so..thoughtful, instead of going psz.
me: well, u know, i just couldn't resist when my mom n sister in law asked me to join them. so i ended up joining them.
myself: they must be happy u're willing to join them.
me: i..i hope so.
myself: so, back to our main topic today. why r u jobless now? err again, i meant, in holiday for a month?
me: it's ok, u can say i'm jobless since that's what i'm now. well, it's simple, bcause the recruitement contract under last research project has dued yesterday. so, i'm jobless starting today.
myself: oh, how long u'd been working under the project?
me: it's been a year and a month..i guess.
myself: where?
me: software engineering department, fsksm, utm.
myself: oh utm. but, what is fsksm btw?
me: it stands for fakulti sains komputer dan sistem maklumat. hey, i tot u were from utm too. u didn't know fsksm? that's.. humiliating.
myself: well, i only know my faculty's abbreviation only. heheh..sorry.
me: it's ok then, i used to it.
myself: erm so it is said that u'll be being jobless only for a month. what'll happen next? u did get a new job, right?
me: i did. u r genius!
myself: it's so straightforward. so what position will it be? genius la sgt.
me: same as previous, &^$%^%#$%@, with under the same department. what makes the different is, i'll be working under another project.
myself: oh, so u'll still be working at fsksm, just change the project laa..
me: yup. the my new project will be starting this october, so that's why i'm jobless now.
myself: i see. lucky u. i hope i can get a month jobless, too.
me: u r now, remember?
myself: right. so, would u mind to share about ur last project and what have u done?
me: well, the research title is called 'design framework of multi agent software based on pattern'. i've been assigned to do the development part for the research that is needed to develop a simulation system for load transportation robots based on patterns using selected design framework of multi agent software. erm and also some other task including reports and so on.
myself: err, it sounds so..antoxicating.
me: sure it is! if u r interested on it, feel free to google it, ok?
myself: oh, like i will!
me: haha, who knows!
myself: erm ok. what is ur next plan during this holiday?
me: i'm thinking of making some cokies for this raya. but i think i'm gonna need an assistant for pouring minched almond onto almond london cookies. i have to say, aishii is the perfect candidate since she did the job brilliantly last year. she even asked me, "ada x keje tabur almond gaji 3k?". she was so into that job, right?
myself: i think she's right. if the job really exists, i think i'm gonna apply too. it's a great job.
me: u must be joking.
myself: no, i'm not. ermh, i guess all the questions have been answered.
me: i can tell.
myself: thank you so much for having me. i hope people won't call u a freak for doing this.
me: i believe they will understand.

ha ha, a freak eh? so, that's how the interview session went. i hope the conversation will answer every details that might needed. i can make it longer but i'm afraid sumone will say it's too wordy. but i think it already is ^^'. ok, lets take a look of some lomolly-taken photos during the working days. working with them was so much fun. esp bab makan2 n mengular, he he he ^^'. thanks to dr. rad, kak suzi, yah, kak wana, kak salina, kak fiza, zul, pn. shahliza, pn. noraini, dr. dayang, yavuz and others who helped me a lot. may Allah bless :)



with fellow x-colleagues (kak fiza, kak suzi, me, kak salina, kak wana)


yavuz, did u notice that?? ha ha..


oh, i have no idea why my workspace had to be like this! huh, setiap hari tersepak cable. ni gara2 plug kat meja rosak -_-'


credits to mr. dell xps 450, u'd really made my days. gonna miss u..


my desk. snap guna micro technique la sgt ^^' (tgh bukak fb :P)


ni mengular moment, shopping tudung kot. he he..


yah n kak suzi. saye..saye xterlibat dalam senario ini, ok? ^^'


sanggup g jj bukit indah semata2 nk lunch kat nando's. saye..saye ikut jer.  ^^'

ha ha that was some part of what happened during my working days. act, i was hoping to get a picture with dr. rad but she was sooo busy at that time but it's ok, perhaps some another time. huhu gonna miss u guys, love u all! :) ok i think this entry will end here. fuh, at last, managed to post another entry. yatta!!

Aug 30, 2009

25

tick tock tick tock!!!
it's 25. indicating that i'm already a big girl! ha ha. ok it's not funny but why i'm laughing? bcause, sumone just asked my sister in law, "adik ipar kamu tu tingkatan berapa?" - huhu it was so not my age to say that i am a high-schoolar, but it's ok though, i take it as - they were just telling what they think they have seen. huhu. but here, the point is, do i or you whom same age with me behave like a 25? with another point, why bother, is it important for us to synchronize the age and behaviour? and if it's not, what wrong with it? 25 is just a number! just be yourself, just live, just love and just laugh. but, there is another but. is it really applicable?



i'd rather being prefered as a not-a-girl-but-not-yet-a-women, credits to miss britney spears, for popularing the words. she was so00 sweet back then.


abok it's not funny n my birtday is not even today. tsk, i shud have done his on my birtday, right?

Aug 8, 2009

The Don't-You-Wish-List for Mr Time

don't you ever wish anything from him except the boring line, because mr. time is being hopeless!

evidence 1 :
he can't tell you about your future, because he doesn't even have a mouth to speak. he is so an OKU, right?

evidence 2 :
he can't bring you back to the past, because he doesn't even have any time machine. how irony..

evidence 3 :
he can't freeze himself, because he can't even afford a fridge. and you know what, even my grandmother has one!

evidence 4 :
he can't wait for you even you are sooo only a milimeter away behind, because he's also running out of time? oh c'mon, how come time could be running out of time? he's so making excuses, right?

evidence 5 :
he can't move faster even you are dying to watch twilight's new moon, because his shoes are out-fitted??

..but, even so, i feel so grateful for him being hopeless. because he's being fair enough to us since our desires are vary and uniquely yet mostly wild ones. well, i can't imagine if he's not being hopeless and then grants every human wish. this world must be thumbling down by now, right? it proves that, every creation of our MIGHTY is so exquisitely perfect. HE makes everything happens for a reason, and behind everything HE lets a wisdom. so, lets just forget about this hopeless thing, ok? ^^'

pls mr time, let me love you, will you?

the ugly truth : this is a confession of this failed-to-manage-her-time-properly.

Feb 17, 2009

I've Been Tagged!!

...by a person who claims herself as a very innocent and pure person??
(ugh,whateva -_-)


1. Do you think you are HOT?
yes, if you cook me!

2. Upload your fav pic
Photobucket

it's bulat!! again..

3. Why do you like this pic?
becoz at that time, she sent me to the door while i was off to work..i was barely touched

4. When was the last time you ate Pizza
a few months ago, still waiting for someone to say, aku nak banje ude pizza. i wonder is it too much for her to say that? she's even got a nice salary now :P

5. The last song you listen to
just dance by lady gaga (she's weird but i like her in a weird way)

6. People I Tag
1. encho
2. achik
3. angah
4. ugh, can i just tag the person who just tagged me??becoz i'm running out of bloggers..lalala~~~

7. Who is No. 1?
encho and her planet. if i have time and money, i wish to visit the unknown-location planet using my own MPS (multi-purpose spaceship) @_@

8. No. 3 is having relationship with?
mr. zafiq. angah, i cant wait to taste your nasik minyak (does she even know my blog's existence?)

9. Say something about no. 2
a weirdo! esp when it comes to karok, so overwhelmed. ahaha~~ nway she's kind of person that if i say achik, jom tgk wayang?, the answer will be always yes, unless she's kopak..i like~~ :-*

10. How about no. 4?
Still waiting for her pizza..and aha, her home made nasik lemak!! (i wonder if she ever cooked it yet onot becoz the way she asked me the recipe via gtalk last time, it sounded urgent)